2023 JUN 30

my letter about serious weakness got published on charity's blog :) its the last one. a top favorite media and really inspirational.

2023 JUN 28

i've been watching yellowjackets (2019-) recently. very RAMCOA vibes. gotta put it on my media page.

2023 JUN 9

i finally deleted twitter forreal. i'm very obviously better without it :D
i also set up an email newsletter, i have one subscriber :D who might just be a spambot lmao. but whatever. i'm hoping i can eventually minimize to just this website, email newsletter, and itch/ ravelry/ whatever sites stay around where i can sell some digital things with no effort further than making a listing.
haven't added to none is dreaming in a while but i still intend to publish it publicly at some point. i hope it's enjoyable to those who find it.

2023 APR 18

undeleted instagram :| social media addiction is hard. deleted the app off my phone tho
been making a lot of bug amigurumi, other people's patterns. also been drawing/ writing/ collaging in a couple sketchbooks i made myself, and writing a series of micro stories i might publish as a zine. writing as an art form has always been hard for me because of some ptsd shit so it's a sign of progress i can do it now. proud of myself

2023 APR 7

been reading complex ptsd: from surviving to thriving and the body keeps the score.
finally set my instagram account for deletion :D social media hasn't been fun since myspace. hoping to be able to delete twitter eventually but shit's hard.

2023 JAN 20

i bought a wacom tablet for digital drawing because my surface pro's touch screen is shitting out and its actually very nice to use and i like it a lot more than drawing directly on a screen. i have drawn 2 bugs since i got it in the mail yesterday

today's reading : here's your permission slip from the void goddess